I struggle.
There. I said it. At times I struggle with thoughts that I am
ashamed of. I struggle with depression
and even low self-esteem at times. I
struggle with anger and even with selfishness.
But I bet it is good that you know you don’t struggle with any of those
things. Right?
We all struggle. That
is a fact. As I unloaded on a friend
some of the struggles of late I was reminded of just how human struggles are. We aren’t alone. In fact every one of us has one struggle or
another or multiple struggles that tie us up and keep us from advancing and
growing through them. It helps me to
have a couple guys that I can share my struggles with. That is called accountability, and I’m not
great at that. But I am trying.
Through the struggles I admit that Satan is the author of
lies and seeks to put thoughts in my mind and to get me to act on them. I do everything in my power (there’s a
problem, my power) to not let Satan know what I am thinking about. When he doesn’t know what I am thinking, it
is easier to step in the right direction or to put off the stuff that I don’t
want to struggle with any more.
The struggle sucks. It
drains my mind and my heart. The
struggle often drains my passion and drive to move forward with what God is
doing. I still have passion, but it
becomes a fight as I let the struggles continue.
We all stumble. We all
will deal with struggles, yet we can do some things that will make the
struggles be more bearable or even for them to go away. Let’s think through some of the things that
God gives us with the struggles.
2 Corinthians
10:5 NASB
We are destroying speculations
and every lofty thing raised up against the knowledge of God, and we are taking every thought captive to the obedience of Christ,
The issue of “taking every thought captive” is both a
positive and a negative issue. One of
the struggles I deal with is over the issue of money or the lack thereof. To take thoughts captive means that I chose
to stop worrying because I know God is in control and going to provide what is
needed. Further, there are times when my
thoughts are about the future of our church and the impact we will have (or
other good things). I need to capture
those and think more about them. Taking
them captive may mean writing them down and researching through them.
If you are struggling with thoughts as I do, take them
captive. Throw the wrong thoughts
out. Put right thoughts in their
place. Fill in the gaps left by wrong
thoughts with the things God says about you and to you. God loves you. God is protecting you and your family. God has a plan for you and for me.
Philippians 4:8 NASB
Finally,
brethren, whatever is true, whatever is honorable, whatever is right, whatever
is pure, whatever is lovely, whatever is of good repute, if there is any
excellence and if anything worthy of praise, dwell on these things.
We chose what we think about.
I have a hard time with the fact that I am my biggest critic thinking
that I deserve being punished or suffering.
I think that I ought to struggle.
Maybe you do this too, but at times I like to roll around in the
struggle. That is not the right
place. Chose what you think about. The right, the true, the excellent…when we
chose the best things to think about, those thoughts will lead to even greater
and better thinking.
It isn’t easy to always choose what to think. Yet what you look at, listen to and stay
around you will think about and think about a lot.
I close with one of my favorite verses that I quote
often. I quote it because God used this
verse in my life not long after I got saved.
It has also influenced me hundreds of times since. Chose what you think about. I determine what I think, and my choice is to
let God win the battle in my mind.
Colossians 3:2
NASB
Set your mind
on the things above, not on the things that are on earth.
NOTE:
Thank you to all who have prayed for my wife Julie as she is healing
from gall bladder surgery. Julie goes
back to work this morning and is feeling much better. Praise the Lord for Pastor Tim Lavinder and
The Ridge Church that had it’s first Sunday worship today. Pray for this new church and people!
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